Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Hard not to fall flat on your face

Hmm, so life doesn't always work out the way you thought it would.

But isn't that the beauty of life? Or am I missing something here? Who knows, all I know is that right now, in this time and place, I am in the darkest depths of despair. My inner torment is ruling my every waking moment and I am finding it so very hard to concentrate.

Yet, I find myself convincing the inner voices that things will work out for the best, and that decisions and choices are made for the right reasons.

So, in light of this, I am scrapping myself up off the floor and writing some of my darkest work to date. Maybe I am leaving open wounds to weep and fester, or maybe it is therapy. I honestly don't know. But what I can tell you, is that inside me I feel like there is a time-bomb ticking away, and it is going to explode - eventually!

Scary, right?

Trying to grasp an understanding of the human psyche is hard enough on a daily basis, but when faced with serious misguided thoughts, it is an uphill struggle and trying to contain those emotions into one small box, well, it's unrealistic to expect any human being not to succumb to those feelings.

But not everything is dark and grim. My books "In the Shadows"  seconde edition is released on Monday July 25th through my publisher Strict Publishing.


I will be posting some new stories in the coming weeks, just my way of dealing with life and who better to share it with, other than you. I will also have a few more guest bloggers, I think it spices things up just nicely.

Until then, ciao. :)


  1. WOW, I don't know what to say other than, I hope you are getting through this demon that seems to have taken over you.

    Saying that, I love your vision and work, so maybe the dark thoughts work for you.

    You're a pretty cool chick Julieanne.

  2. defff will order one(: hope you get through
    the turmoil you feel.

  3. Life definitely does not work out the way we want it to, but I do believe that it works out the way it's supposed to. We're faced with challenges for a reason: to overcome them and learn from it so that we can grow. It sucks, I know, but you're one of the strongest people I've ever known. Just hang in there, Ireland.

  4. Could it be related to anxiety over your book release? That can be a scary thing.

  5. Thanks everyone for your kind words. I am okay, just using this as a method of venting. Sometimes it is just as effective as therapy. :)